i am trying so hard to outgrow boys that lie that i'm actually too tired to do anything else.

so anyway nevermind, i had such a nice evening. nat and i went to hyperi-one and taylor and spaulding biked by and i was like "fredericksburg is so lovely" and then i was like "ok i guess life is so lovely" and now

i remind myself of a troll ( Read more... )

i know, twice in one day. but being on the run is suprising in that i find i suddenly have a lot of free time. i mean, i can't go to my house because my stoner party lacrosse housemates told me to basically go fuck my own geeky ass and never come back so it's like, "ok i guess i will! eat that!" or maybe i'll go from house to house and take ( Read more... )

i made a list last night in my little blue notebook of all the things i wanted to put in this entry, and i intended to weave them together in an artful tapestry of self-realization, lessons learned, and observation. but as is the custom with this "live journal" business i have lost all motivation and so i think i'm just going to try and tell you ( Read more... )

life is extraordinarily cyclical. we think we've solved something, gotten rid of something, gained something, done something new. we think we have all this "forward momentum." but i think that all in all, the end and square one are pretty much the same ( Read more... )

in two days i have managed to misplace my credit card, my cell phone, and my car keys. i think the card and the keys are in ryans car. i know the phone is in boston. ...somewhere ( Read more... )

i'm vaguely angry at myself right now for staying in fredericksburg even though i knew i should have gone home last week. i always do this. nothing is ever good to the last drop and i never know when to quit and now summer has gone from lovely and fun/friend filled to oppressively hot and swampy with none of its original charms intact ( Read more... )

i'm north right now. i mean nooorrrrrth. as in boston ( Read more... )

the theme of today is hiding ( Read more... )