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Right now I am wishing i never found out what sex was. well i wish i never found out what great sex was. okay i wish i never found out what short term great sex was. because by 6 months, i'm over it. but in the beginning it's like friggin crack to me ( Read more... )

so found something interesting today ( Read more... )

god it's amazing how invigorating sex is. i think before i take on a huge task or have to go to work, i should have sex before. it energizes me more than an energy drink or energy bar or coffee ever will. well i think provided it was good sex. i should change that ( Read more... )

gaaaaah ( Read more... )

so apparently guys don't see me as the chick they'd like to ask out or bang. they seem to see me as the chick to go to for advice on what to do about this chick they like or complain about how much they need to get laid ( Read more... )

omg ( Read more... )

i'm getting increasingly frustrated. and pmsing doesn't help ( Read more... )

okay so i was going to post these ponderings i've had for the last few days but jason just called to go to lunch. i don't really wanna go because i was hoping to get things done. like find a job. gah. i know i'm horrible. i can't complain about my life when i'm not doing anything to fix it. anyway. so i'm going to go to lunch with him because i ( Read more... )

oh. fuck. i totally fucked. up. maybe it's not as bad as i think it is. maybe he won't even notice. man i hope he doesn't notice. fuck. i hope this changes nothing. this is really quite frustrating. this is not the way i planned it. i wanted him to find out thinking that i didn't know anything and now it will be awkward because then i'll wonder if ( Read more... )