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beatificdreams

Hello and Goodbye

Sep 14, 2009 13:21

I purged. I purged most of the sites I go to online. I deleted most of this journal. I let it go. All of it. Along with that, I did a massive cut. I think I'm down to a comfortable level. If you're gone and you really didn't want to be, let me know. I either didn't feel a connection with you anymore or I felt too dependent on you. If you want to ( Read more... )

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orpheus77 September 14 2009, 19:03:59 UTC

I seem to stil be here, and I'm happy for it, because I value your voice and your thoughts. But if someone was cut, and didn't want to be, how would he or she know you hadn't just gone silent?

beatificdreams September 14 2009, 19:06:30 UTC

This post is public. If they think to look, they will find out.

I wouldn't get rid of you or lily. I'm happy you are both here.

liminalia September 14 2009, 19:05:17 UTC

Om Hrim Srim Krim Paramesvari Kalike Swaha!

(May the dissolution of illusion increase! I am one with the Supreme female deity, Kali!)

beatificdreams September 14 2009, 19:07:16 UTC

Thank you! Exactly.

dayweletgo September 14 2009, 19:08:39 UTC

I could feel the release when reading this.

So glad I am still here. I know I don't post anymore, but I for sure do read your posts and still maintain that I think you are awesome. :)

beatificdreams September 14 2009, 19:19:01 UTC

As I said to Missy earlier, "It's scary to let things go that you cling to for support, but it's better to be free of those things. They end up binding you."

There were bags of stuff at the back of my closet that I needed to throw out. I didn't even know or recognize what half of them were at this point. Dusty relics.

dayweletgo September 14 2009, 19:29:25 UTC

I totally feel that. I've recently done this to varying degrees, and have only moved forward in blossom.

salix129 September 14 2009, 19:32:05 UTC

I'm glad you're keepin' me around ;)
*giggle.nuzzle*

beatificdreams September 14 2009, 20:20:42 UTC

Heh!

I love the kittylick icon. *slurp*

salix129 September 14 2009, 20:23:19 UTC

It was either that one or the peanut butter and jelly *SQUISH* one. They both make me think of you :D

beatificdreams September 14 2009, 20:24:34 UTC

Oh dear. The kitty, the pb&j and the one you just used are, in my head, the quintessential Missy icons.

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legal_but_kinky September 14 2009, 20:21:02 UTC

Best of luck - I don't think I made the cut, but I hope all works out well for you.

Maybe I'll still bump into you on Flickr, if you're still there.

New beginnings are always a good thing, even if a bit scary at the time!