i finally pried out my stone and then was able to glue it in and then bend the metal i back that i bent out to get the stone out. and the first thing i said was... i'm a fuckin genius!!!! (take it, vicki!)

so i just found out my best friend in the world might not be around for my 21st. we were going to celebrate both our birthdays together... but i'm not bummed. and i got told by my friend that i try too hard with guys... cause i do... anything? i don't get it. i hate people. i hate my life. i hate life period. and i feel like shit. i want to curl up ( Read more... )

So some times when I don't know people I find myself sitting on the edge of everything and just watching. Not participating or even talking. When I got involved in WVYC I thought I'd never feel like that with the station kids, but today I did. I was sitting all alone on the far couch and no one bothered with me. I felt like an outsider, like Jane ( Read more... )

I am such a failure with guys. I totally ruined it tonight and I refused a make up tomorrow because I would honestly rather spend my Thursday night with a dead body and a 52 year old forensics investigator. I suppose most people would consider this kind of sick. I don't. I really love CSI. I love Grisom, and Stokes, and Greg, and Catherine, and ( Read more... )

Most of the time I feel like I'm waiting for life to suddenly get interesting or entertaining or something. Just waiting for something to happen.

so ya know how some times you get a room mate and you're like ew I hate this chick she's like all neat freak and bitchy and snotty. (ie: Sheena) or some times you get a room mate and she's all like hi I'm just living here but you wind up being super good friends (ie: KT). and then once in a blue moon you're like I'm gonna live with my friends and ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed that certain songs stick with certain experiances ( Read more... )

The next time I have a brilliant idea, someone punch me in the arm because it will backfire and I will feel like a moron.

"Lonesome Town"
MxPx

They always said that lonesome town
Was where I'd spend my days
Cause I just couldn't settle down
My life was such a craze

They always said that Lonesome Town
Would finally get to me
But lonesome ( Read more... )

I love my ipod. I just wanted to take a few minutes and let me (cause I'm the only one reading this) know how much I love him. It's like I have my own personal nondiegetic music! For non movie people that means the music that is not heard in the setting... ie: background music. I love it. I mean, it makes me feel like I'm in a movie-- and not some ( Read more... )

Okay, so I thought I was having a fantastic day today. Right up until I went to my Shakespeare 1 class. My schedule I wrote said 231. I got there and it was a Western Civ class. So I go to the radio station and look up the class online... it's in 301. By this time, it's 10 after and if I go to the class I'll look like a moron so I decide not to go ( Read more... )