a real entry for once

[beatrizzle]

sooo, I registered for classes today....for the last time ever. A lot of things lately have made me realize that it's my 'last' - my last summer break, my last first day of school, my last fall break, my last FUN Halloween...it's like everything I do this year is going to be crossed off the list forever. And that makes me incredibly sad. Especially

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[che_carrina]

I feel like that too, but about you. and Ian, and all the others who are graduating soon. "Hopefully next semester won't fly by in such a blur like this one has. Here's to looking forward to looking back *clink*" heres to hoping you will actually SPEAK TO ME sometime in the near future. because I think I've made it more than evident I am sorry.

you know who I am

[emila_04]

Wherever you go, you'll do wonderfully, don't worry! I think it's really great that you are looking into ASB, it seems really fulfilling. As for keeping in touch with friends, I would say that since moving I have kept the communication lines open, but have lost touch a little, but am also starting to meet people gradually in the area. I'm sure you will find something after graduation that is fun and exciting :-)

[beatrizzle]

It's one thing to keep the lines of communication open; it's totally different to keep up the bonds you share with people when you don't get to see them or spend time with them anymore. I'm not worried about making new friends; I'm worried new ones I make won't be the same as the ones I've already got.

[jenyferlyn]

I don't consider myself to have a lot of friends. I have a decent amount of people in my life, but not too many I trust. Over the past few months I feel like I've gotten really close to you. I don't want you to go either, but you have to do what's best for you. Don't be afraid to fail. I've failed at many things, but it forces me to get back up and give it another try. Failure is just another opportunity to succeed. I love you Bea and you better believe that wherever life takes you, I promise to make trips to visit!

[beatrizzle]

Thanks! I totally feel the same way....and I'm totally holding you to that promise!

[beatrizzle]

it's a little different because you moved back to the same general area you were from and grew up in, so you have people to hang out with. I have no idea where the hell I am going to be living October 31, 2006 - it could be somewhere that I don't know a single soul. And Halloween is just an example of how things could change drastically, it's not like I'm going to be heartbroken if I spend the next one eating ice cream and handing out candy or something.

I'm not on myspace, but I can imagine you have some interesting pics :)

Thanks for the positive input.

[pink_rose85]

Don't worry you won't lose any of us! You will do great then I can brag about my cool old roomate or work for MTV ;-)

Much Roomie Luv!!!!