tonight it's been one week without contact with dave. god it sucks. god i want him back. i don't even know how long this feeling will go on. i suppose i can just burry it in work and school and the mess that is my life. ew. look at me, i'm so emo ( Read more... )

i'd sure like to be sleeping right now.

things to do tomorrow:
1. sell my stupid hat that i never wore.
2. schedule appointment with georgia.
3. buy stuff for dinner with my mom.
4. survive another day at work.
5. work on finding satisfaction in my life.

all but the last shouldn't be to difficult.

so i've been turned off from filmmaking since the "post production" of my last film. i've found inspiration.
new life experiences channeled through snow patrol and i have a new film in the making. it will be fun, it will be digital, and i will express every emotion in me that feels captive.

wow. tonight rocked ( Read more... )

so elyse called me today. we talked for over an hour. it was nice. i hadn't talked to her in a long time... it was weird ( Read more... )

oh yea, that's right. i rock. uh huh ( Read more... )

god i love top gun. it's like the ultimate man movie, and if you're gay, it's the ultimate homoerotic film ( Read more... )

oh wow... so tired. i have a job. go worker boy. i like buffalo. it's cool. my name is beau there. woot. i rock my world. oh god, so much has happened. erin, ryan, and sean want to go to hot pink... but i don't think i am up for that. loud music and what not ( Read more... )

and this is the end.
i can't write this.

today started so early. like 330am early. it was weird. i woke up, and i was sure it was like 630... but it wasn't. it was a good three hour away from it. wow. it sucked. i was decently away too. dave came by and dropped off my dress shoes, insisting that i get up at eat breakfast so that i am prepared for my Fire Fighter Fitness & Conditioning ( Read more... )