Well lets see first off. I am still with Sean and getting happier everyday. I my feelings for him are stronger then any person I have ever dated I love him so very much!!! And hes very sexy:)!!!! Anywho, alot is going on lately I have been very busy. I am trying to get another job I need more money and, if other things go the way I will need alot ( Read more... )

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Well yesterday I got in a fight with an another employee, he ended up almost running me over and trying to pull my hair out.(and hes a big boy!!!!) Well then I was talking to Sean about my weight and how fat I have become and havent voiced it to anyone. But voiced it to him b/c the truth is I dont feel good enough for him. He is everything I could ( Read more... )

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well I havent gone to school at all this week except for tuesday but it wasnt my doing!!!! You see I got my teeth pulled yesterday and orth app. mon. well I just found out that I had codine in my perscriptions wow I feel soooo stoned have since yesterday hahaha!!! Leagally stoned this feels awesome. Well I was gunna go to school today but missy and ( Read more... )

I wish I could talk!!!!! But I just got 4 teeth pulled and I feel so helpless I am in extreme pain from the numing stuff!!! and my nose is numb too!!!:( well I made my dad go get me my persciption pain killers!!! Well I am just pissed b/c I cant talk to vic!!!!! I misss him soooooo much and I am having issues with not talking to him this long!!!! I ( Read more... )

Well lets see I have butterflies in my stomache b/c vics gunna be here in an hour!!!!:) make me happy but very anxious too!!! I miss him sooo much hes coming over and were gunna spend the weekend with eachother. He gives me something I haven't had in a long time. Comfort happiness and security. See hes maybe in ohio for school but I actully trust ( Read more... )

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Lifes been hard latley I have had issues with my b/f and just cant take it anymore it seems no matter how hard I try to make things work it just seems not right and my emotions seem to point in differnt ways but not to him.... Like I feel bad but feelings are feelings you cant hide them or disregard them there there and you cant do anything about ( Read more... )