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[beaufou]

I have no friends. Zero. None.
So moving to a whole new city shouldn't be any different I guess. I'm invisible no matter where I go.

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[awaltzforanight]

Awn bb, you know that's a lie. You're no way invisible.

And I'm online, if you need to talk or anything. *hug*

[beaufou]

Natahsa asked my supposed "best friend" about my birthday plans and made this nice little night up and asked what she wanted to do and she coldly replied "I already have plans with Betsy." And that really, really hurt that she just forgot about me and seemed to not...even care about celebrating my birthday. She thinks since I started seeing Natahsa I've forgot about her, which is bullshit. It really hurts because she was like my only really good friend here and now she seems to not even like or care about me. Blah.

[awaltzforanight]

Awn. Maybe you should talk to your friend, you know. :/ That's all I have to say. And.... don't feel like that. *hug*

[nikstarr]

I have no friends either. *hugs*

[beaufou]

But if I lived in Australia, you bet we'd be friends :) ♥ *hughug*

[rwasundi]

You... Natasha... TORONTO.
Do it :)

♥ you. I'm writing you an email tonight btw. Just a heads up.

[afrohair]

Next year. I told you I'd hang out with you. Not that I'm a super cool person or anything but still.

I hope you get to do something fun on your birthday. ♥

[appleroll]

:( :(
From the comment above it sounds like the friend just needs a gentle reminder that, although you don't yell this from the rooftops, you need to feel wanted too. Maybe because you have Natasha she feels the need to console Betsy more or somnething, but that's no excuse I know. This is truuuely shit, and ugh for you feeling like this. However, I promise you that I am always here. I know I don't update a hell of alot, or even comment as much, but I still read every one of your entries just as much and I care about you just as much as I ever did, if not more. I'm so proud of the progress you've made, your sense of self, and the happiness you've found (even if the happiness is not necessarily consistant). You deserve a million times better than feeling unwanted, and I hope you know you never are unwanted. I hope you're feeling better soon, and one day we'll party your birthday up together :)

I love you xxxxxx