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[beaute_on_metro]

someone needs to shake me. i’m not sure if they need to shake something out of me, or shake whatever is missing back into me. i say back like it was there in the first place, that’s a dangerous assumption. my head is ALWAYS in the clouds

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[allstarme717]

jess, i'm sorry :-/ i heard a little about it earlier from laura. so what happened exactly? how do you feel?

[beaute_on_metro]

oh i'm fine, luckily. royal palm has no turn lane, just broken medians. two cars in front of me sopped really suddenly (at the same time there was two cops on the side of the road and i was paying attention to them just to make sure they didn't walk in the road or something) i slowed down because the truck in front of me slowed down and he ended up coming to a complete stop and i just didn't have enough time, or enough room, i couldn't move out of the way because there were cars in the other lane and cops on the median. my hood didn't fly up until later and thats when my windshield broke. some company is coming to my house to fix my windshield tomorrow after my exams. the only thing i feel is stupid. sometimes i feel like when gondi said, "anything that can go wrong will" he was talking right to me. thanks mark.

[peacockirock]

im glad that at least you're okay<3

[beaute_on_metro]

yea, i've come to the conclusion i'll just get in car accidents for the rest of my life and never get hurt. (and i just jinxed myself!) my father says i won't stop until i kill myself. my mother says i won't stop until i kill someone else. i say it's all just the wrong place at the wrong time, could have happened to anyone.

[peacockirock]

i've been driving for a long time now and still no accident. i'm just like, waiting for it to happen. as whatever as that may sound.

[redhdslikeithot]

hey jessika..it's chrissy from way back when. i was browsing lj and found you! i'm sorry about your accident, i recently totalled my car i know it sucks.

[beaute_on_metro]

oh yea, i totaled my first car. this is the 3rd accident.