I wanted to be better ( Read more... )

Life. How incredibly odd it is. Odd where we have been. Odd where we are going. The past. How incredibly lonely it is. The future. How incredibly unfulfilled it is.

My life.

How undeniably good God has been.

I met someone the other day and we were talking about faith/religion. He was telling me how he's not where he should be and that he always thinks its funny how we do our own thing when the most important thing in life is God. I almost hugged him. I could tell he grasped what I've been dealing with for at least the last four years of my life. Why ( Read more... )

I have no phone. This is a terrible state to be in.

In other but related news....the i-phone is now a mere $399.

"For where shall the likeness of God be found? There is no quality that space has in common with the essence of God. There is not enough freedom on the top of the mountain: there is not enough glory in the silence of the sea. Yet the likeness of God can be found in time, which is eternity in disguise."

clearly this is the last thing endeavored upon and the first to be hated. Its subtle truth easily seen yet never recognized. This then is how it goes through out the waters and the earth. This then is the answer to our sorrow and despair for we look not too that which gives us sight. We stand not upon that which gives us our footing. And we trust ( Read more... )

I never cease to prove to myself that I am nothing I ever percieved myself to be. Whether my digression has come from a failure to contemplate, dissect, and critique that of myself, or rather I meander through and through not caring for such details, I still am left with the implosion of I, me, myself. Subsequently, who I am is not who I am. If ( Read more... )

Im standing on a old wooden dock looking out over the sea.

My ships about to leave.

And I have no freaking clue where Im going.

now...back to finals....

"The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting; it has been found difficult and left untried."

"An inconvenience is only an adventure wrongly considered; an adventure is an inconvenience rightly considered."

and....mewithoutyou in like...3 hours....hecks yes.

Waking up is like opening a piece of mail with no return address.

Im feeling, anxious.