I am a horrible person...I suck as a friend...all those words on the list that Deanna so graciously made for me are true. I knew what I was doing, but I went and did it anyway....and now I'm almost positive I'm going to lose her.
we'll get through this marie....still need time to heal and yes i am still upset....but as a friend i still do love you. with time i will forgive you when i'm ready. you won't lose me as a friend...i do wanna talk with both of you on the phone and i also wanna talk with the both of you when i get home in october. i really wish that i was closer to home so that i can be there and all three of us can figure this out.....it sucks being so far from the both of you and have been missing the both of you since i've got here;especially justin. i still don't know if i wanna be with him but i know that i still wanna be his friend. i don't wanna cut him completely out of my life cuz i can't....i would miss him; as strange as that sounds i still do care about him and want whats best for him.....Whether me and him stay together as boyfriend and girlfriend or as just friends i would have to start all over again with him and slowly trust him again...which may take awhile....i still do wanna talk with him while i am still here on the phone; just like
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An outside comment. True friendship will overcome all obstacles. True love obeys authority. Parents may not exactly see what you do, but hey, it's not like they haven't done it too. Be there for one another and watch what you post online. Real friendship is not an online emotional game, it's reality. Don't forget what you live for. Tomorrow is never a given.
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