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[beautiful_me]

ayeeee sOo just when I thought i was ok wid me and john breakin up I guess im really not. i guess i truely did love him because rite now im still upset. its only umm certain moments I guess. yesterday was our anniversary type of thing and its like gosh i cant believe i waisted sOo much time on ONE guy and than he just blow it all up on my face,

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[adorableallie]

omg ma, i like started crying while reading your entry .. i'm goin thru the SAME EXACT thing =\ i spent my whole sophomore year of hs on this one guy and in the end he broke my heart .. i'm trying to spend this summer getting over him and keeping myself busy because i do the same thing that u do ... i'll be all fine and then all of a sudden i'll start thinking of all the good memories and get mad depressed like why did it have to go wrong? ya kno =\ my friends are trying to hook me up wit different guys and at first i was saying that i'd try it out but i realized i'm not ready for that yet again, my heart is still hurting .. i need some time off for myself. so don't worry babigurl, with time, it will all get better ;) keep ya head up

p.s. i luv that nsync song "selfish" .. really explains a lot of what im goin thru too

xoxo, allie

[beautiful_me]

hey ma thanxs sOo much 4 your comment it meant alot to me knowin im not the only person in the world thats going thru da same shit. and ur right in time i'll look bak at it and knO im stupid 4 even caring but right now imma just have to get over it by myself and hopefully i'll learn guys arent worth nobodies tears.
<3 jeNn

[a_rodsgirl]

girl, i know how you feel. having your heartbroken can really hurt so bad where you think can it get any worse. but in the end it makes you stronger and i know that sounds cliche but you learn and thats the best thing about life. you learn and you grow.

[beautiful_me]

Yes def. true I def. learnt from being with him that im not gonna let myself fall in love sOo easily unless I know for sure he's not gonna be a asshole in the end but I guess you can never really know that. I guess people changes over time. Sucky part about life.

[devilishangelpt]

yeah i went out with my ex for over 2 years, and he broke up telling me "he was starting to fall out of love with me", which he later stated that he was confused and didnt mean it and didnt know what he was thinking, but he shouldnt have said it if he was confused about it. guys are dumb. but maybe he'll start wanting you back. he wants me back but im kinda getting over him now...it took him a while, and im even more over it than not...so maybe it will work out like that for you.

[beautiful_me]

gosh 2 years is a really long time I dont even know what I wouldve done if we were together for 2 years and he all of a sudden breaks up with me. Atleast your doing good about it. Well after hearing he's out with another girl tonight im def. realizing that im better off without a loser that decides he can just go and forget about everything in a week. Def. not worth my tears. Hope your doing okay :-) thanxs for the comment :-)

[devilishangelpt]

yeah it was pretty upsetting being with him for 2 years and then that, but im alright now. its good that you are realizing youre better off without him. and you're welcome for the comment! :]