I wanna be more
than just that kid in the corner
i wanna be more
than just a meer reflection
in the bits of broken glass

i am not a pretty girl
that is not what i do
i ain't no damsel in distress
and i don't need to be rescued

heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive.

Heaven ( Read more... )

lalal havent writen in here in ages,,

well monday is stoehrs b-day.. were goin to the mall..

hmm sunday were goin bowling.

RAY GOT ME THE USED CD ^.* heh i lubbles him!

hmmmm he gota sexxxy matrix jacket thingy,

damn nowadays i cant find words.. i think im gettin... STUPID haha maybe not... hmm.. well maybe ill update later

eek.. i hardly ever use this ( Read more... )

its a good year for a murder
shes beggin to JESUS she pulling the trigger
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
two men come to rush her away
no ones so sure if her crime had a reason
and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
shes lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in ( Read more... )

i knew it would happen.

but no ........

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my tongue hurts alot since ya kno im not eating.. bc people are telling me im getting fat so i hav a koosh tongue ring in.. so i dont eat bc it would hurt.. even though it hurts now bc i had the koosh in for a while and its irrating it. hm ( Read more... )

wtf

wats with my life.. why the fuck am i the way i am.. really i have no idea.
"if i traded it all, if i gave it all away for one thing. just for one thing.. wouldnt that be something" i missed rayrays phone call.. *tear ( Read more... )

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

man i missed u by TWO minutes!!!! wtf!!! ahh!! i was sad.. *tear* errr. today i have marching band -.- it sux.. from 5-7 Y.Y imma lik die.!!! i hope ray isnt mad at me. bc ya kno i missed his break.. even tho i went but he was done.. the old chubby guy told me.. at first i didnt understnad him.. lol.. hes cool. "the mexican" drew me a ( Read more... )

hah.. its 9-11-04 o wait. im suppose to be all sad and shit. *cries histerically* ha jk jk. no one even acts like it occured. its sad. there used to be flags outside everyones door. now its more like "for sale" signs. kinda pathedic too. wtf is this place coming to, just imagine all the people who died on 9-11.. they must be PISSED! i sure as hell ( Read more... )