So yesterday I went to brandons funeral. There is something about funerals that makes me evaluate my life hardcore. My mom and I went out for dinner afterwords at the old dew drop. (I know, sacreligious :0]) I talked to my mom about all the people that stayed in Gladstone and how ... okay let me start from the beginning ( Read more... )

SO, my mom and dad are coming down tomorrow for the first time since I went to college almost 2 years ago. It could be weird to have my parents walk into to life that brett and I have made for ourselves. I don't know how I feel about this... I will tell you all later... when I figure it out ( Read more... )

Is is okay of me to hate the fact that it is thunderstorming in the middle of winter? Is is also okay that lighting struck my class room today sending the heater that was next to me into flames? I am so frustrated that not one thing in this crazy world can stay consistant. I can't even count on the seasons. Winter isn't even winter anymore ( Read more... )

I always have this little gaunt man that screams to me from behind. He tells me all the things I should have done and why what I have chosen to do is wrong. Then there is a funny little man with orange air way flashers in front of me that yells to me the directions I always chose. So why can't these two little men meet for lunch or something and ( Read more... )

So this boy, yes I am infantilizing him, told me to settle down today. Lets get one thing straight. I DO NOT TAKE ORDERS from a BOY! Picture it- Hev110H- I am talking about the incredible number of women killed in America by domestic violence (over 4 per day incase you were wondering) and he tells me to SETTLE DOWN? He wants me to calm down, ( Read more... )

I hate her...I hate her... How can some people that I feel like I know so well be so dumb and prove that they are stupid in every sense of the word ( Read more... )

I am so fired up. I can not even begin to tell you about my week because we would be here for days ( Read more... )

In every way I think that I am a strong women. I stand independant and I always say what I mean. But I feel like everyday something challenges me to think of myself as a "lady". I don't want to look past everything you expect me to. I will rise up. Just wait and see ( Read more... )