its been forever ago... i miss this.  

HIM [10:07 PM]: ineed to settle down with a girl
HIM [10:07 PM]: im gettin tired of the half dates and shit
Shot by a 45 [10:08 PM]: oh

my stomachache dropped. my heart stopped. my head hearts. just kill me

ps...a challage is getting someone you cant have. not someone you've already had at one given moment in time

the end

believe it or not...i really do miss you ( Read more... )

i havent spoken to this beast in a while! i hope everyones doing fine.
hmm lets see valentines day is comming. and well. i bought him something.
its nothing big, he's been wanting it for a while.
lets see in other news. im at work and im bored. and it sucks

im scared. today we talk.

ohhow i wish to avoid the situation.

::gasssp::

i've learned a few in the past couple of days.

1. no matter how much you wish you take things different you never can...

2. see i was too scared to take a chance, make some change, cause well i didnt want to get hurt. BUT you can't avoid getting hurt its happens family friends not friends, everyone hurts you. soo what i shoulda done is take the ( Read more... )

2:43am im drunk. and sad.

go kill yourself.

giveuptheGEESUS [9:28 PM]: you're the most exquisite creature i have ever set eyes on and i will not rest until i have you :)
Shot by a 45 [9:29 PM]: who is this

random

last night i went to his house. to make a long story short and for the better of me, its over. over as in me walking out of the house disgustingly angered to the point of tears. and him completely bothered to the point of walking away. once again its a story of not knowin how much you cared for something once it walks away. i know hes always going ( Read more... )

hurricanes passing.
valcanoes errupting.
fires destroying.
snow storms covering.
hmmm. this is the year.
Earthquakes trembling.