his name is andy. he was wearing a sam flores shirt, and i freaked out. i always see him around. its not love, like, crush, none of the above the be quite honest. attraction you ask? ...mild, but none to take into consideration. nice guy. intimidating, but nice. anyways. i see him and take approach. basic overview. gahhhh he's tiiiight. best 20 ( Read more... )

on another note: i love how you can dick me over a billion times and still run to you with excitement. i love how i try to hate you but can't. you really do make me smile!

Shot by a 45 [8:16 PM]: awwwwh i didnt steff and your bassist are dating ( Read more... )

umm. believe things are too good to be true. life is a bitch and then some ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: December 23
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dispite recent events:
i dont want anyone to ask me questions about it when they see me. i am in denile. so please save your questions and treatments

i love you

I'm upset. sad. mad. worried. scared. frieghtened. horrified. restless. but most off all in pain.

im over it all. literally you know when you know somethings wrong? you dont know what to call it, well you know what to call it, but you frown apon the actual lettering. It took almost 5 months to finally figure out something was wrong. beside the ( Read more... )

i usually dont weekend updates. but life is getting really old already.

gahhhh save me

so i lay there, eyes shut, i go about doing my nightly routine though its wayy past my besd time. fingers pressed against my eyes. back and forth, rubbing, theres no other better way to force yourself into a sleeping coma. We spoke lastnight. i was fine. i wasn't being a grump or bitch or anything of that sort. we started arguing a little bit ( Read more... )