Comments | beautifulchaos6: smite me o mighty smiter

beautifulchaos6

smite me o mighty smiter

Apr 18, 2005 18:48

ive come to realize something, im a bitter shrew. i tend to hate every thing and one. im not tolerant, i have no patience, im really iratable and irritating. wow, how wonderful. im a brat. great isnt it. what u hate is waht u are ( Read more... )

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sigma_octanus86 April 18 2005, 23:43:39 UTC

Erin its bp don't feel bad i've felt the same way give me a call sometime we can talk. 404-316-1903.

got_karma April 19 2005, 02:54:47 UTC

baby no your not. any of it. I dont care what you would say in contrqadiction of this. NO. so what if youve been off lately. so have I. it happens. you will get through it. WE will get through it together. extremely soon i am going to take your parents offer on moving in. there is something to look forward to. Im not going to let anything get screwed up this time. Im really sorry prom got fucked up I tried the hardest I could. Im going to help you with your stat the best that i can. and together with my help you will pass. I dont care if i have to spend the night at your house everynight (not that i wouldnt enjoy it) i will find excuses. if i have to i will take up permanent residence early. You are going to fullfill all the things that your parents said you never would. you will rise above them. And even if you dont graduate. IM NOT GOING TO LEAVE YOU. you are not going to be alone because im not leaving you. not now. not then. not later. If you ever have any thought of just ending it CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!! i dont care if im at work, in ( ... )

got_karma April 19 2005, 11:09:20 UTC

things get fucked up all the time. dont worry about it. its just that it seems like everything i go near gets fucked up im tired of it.

got_karma April 19 2005, 11:28:11 UTC

DAMNIT. yes im going to worry about it. look at me. everything i touch goes to shit. you think im not tired of that. i am. i broke down to you the other day. i think i owe you a box of tissues. but ya know what. you help me to see the small amount of light that there is left. THERE IS LIGHT LEFT. now damnit im not going to sit here and read about you talking about killing yourself and not be concerned about it. I CARE ABOUT YOU. GET OVER IT.

smile freek_from_hell April 19 2005, 07:34:07 UTC

hey sweetie its drew.hold your head high look at all you have been through youve made it this far dont give up now we all care about you and dont want to see you like this. jessie wants to hang out with you this week if you have time i can come and get you and get sean or something and we can all go hang out or something or you can hang out with jessie just give someone a call if you want to talk to jessie call my cell fone shell be home tomorrow but not til late get my cell number from sean or im me and ill give it to you i just dont want to leave it on here. please dont do anything stupid you and sean will make it through all this shit i promise look at what me and jessie have been through just dont give up hope and hold your head high and talk to someone please. i tell this when i talk about that side of the group meaning you sean,robbie,jessie b.,bp,max yall go through alot of shit but still have a huge heart for people i remember when you and sean sat there and talked with me when i was fighting with jessie yall are the greatest ( ... )