So, Nathan and I went by my Mom's Sunday. I told her that I was having a baby. She thought I was going to tell her that we were getting married. She is happy for us. I knew she would be. She works with Nathan's Great Aunt and I guess my Mom was just telling her how she thinks Nathan and me are a "done deal". She's right. I'm so happy. I ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll! What's going on? My life is crazy as hell right now. I'm in the process of changing jobs. My landlords want to up my rent from $1050/mo to $1275/mo when my lease is up on September 15th. So, the three of us (my sis, Jen, and me) are looking for new places to live. Priscilla is going to find a place with James. Jen and Mike are ( Read more... )

So, it looks as though I might move when my lease is up. Nathan and I want to get a place together. We are looking at buying a house. I'm so excited. Living with Jen isn't really going so well anymore. I love living with my sister and I love James too but I think I'd prefer just to live with just Nathan. I'm tired of taking care of all the ( Read more... )

I got rid of Josh!

I fell head over heels in love with the greatest man alive, Nathan. I couldn't be happier. It's finally my turn to be happy.

I have a date Saturday. Dinner and a movie! Woo Hoo! Yay for me! I need to get rid of Josh.

I like your pants around your feet ( Read more... )

I think I'm in love with a man. What else could explain why I'm holding on, why I'm dealing with certain things?! I'm not even sure though if I know what love is anymore. How am I suppose to feel? Why are things so hard to figure out and understand? I have a handful of people right now that are interested in me. Most of them are very sweet ( Read more... )

I went the the Hatter last night with Josh. It was pretty dead. Everyone is home from school plus the weather was shitty. There was just enough people there. I saw Danny from C & C. I got hit on by my hot bartender. I know some of the bartenders because they use to come into Frederick's to buy outfits for Friday's theme night. Well, Josh ( Read more... )

Not sure how to feel or how to look at my life right now. There are so many good things and so many bad things. There is a lot of he said she said bullshit going on. I have no concrete evidence to back either side. I felt so comfortable, so safe. Maybe I just want to believe one side and not the other. Yet I know how I've been used and abused ( Read more... )