Lately i have been having such mixed emotions about every thing. Im not sure if im ever happy or sad. I dont know how i feel about adam. Whether i even love him like i use to... but something inside me tells me i do... but im not sure! Like at this very moment. Im not happy, but im not depressed. Im just feel weird. And for some reason... kinda ( Read more... )

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Im trying sooooo hard to try and figure this html on lj! Ive never worked with things like this.... I just want my diary to be a little more interesting! I just got to figure out to get the text to move and not the picture with it! following along????? Thats all. I got everything else worked out how i like it! it took a good 2 hours tho! i know im

So yeah, Jessica got kicked off american idol. Im not sad, but she shouldnt of gone so soon. There are so many ppl i hate that i would love to see go! lol but they are still in the competion! Blah. Nadia was in the bottom 3 again! I was sooo pissed! I need to start voting for her more.
Ambie
just thought i would update.....

im really bored so i decided to write in this diary..... i got math to do, but i just find myself to do it. American idol is on so i better go!
Amber

1st of all im gonna state that im just writing this in here bc its easier and than im gonna transver this to TOD.

Today Adam and I were suppose to leave after he got out of work to go see Meagin. Everything was going as planned. Adam was allowed to go, dad was going to let me borrow his car, and once we got back with Meagin Dad was going to take ( Read more... )

So here i am with the phone in my ear listening to the endless ring of my bfs phone. and sadly no pick up. I havent seen him in 3 days and its soon going to be 4 if we dont see one another today. Granted i seen him yesterday and the day b4 for about an hour all together but not enough for me. I miss him terribly. I WANT MY BF!

ahh everyone thinks ( Read more... )

OMG i just got done watching that movie and that was fucking scary! And to think its a fucking true story! WOW the fucking weirdos we have out there.... And the real footage is fucking scary!

Today suck big time....
Basketball sucked... I dont want to go into it bc i dont want ppl to know
I got into a fight with adam about my health
My 3 yr old nephew ask me if i had a baby in my tummy...
And Adam lied to me about what he's done with Ali Drake....
Great day huh... and its not getting better...

I got my licence yesterday!

Yeah u heard me... I can drive bitch!

I also got the house to myself for a few days..... life is good!

Ambie