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hey hey, uhm i did another free-hand writing, so here it is. PLEASE FOR ME.. comment on it if you read it JUST SO I KNOW WHAT YOU THINk!! heck comment anonymously if youd like just give me your opinions!! thanks..
She sits and waits, the rain washing the blood from her wrist. She wants him to love her. The clouds are hiding the light again. She cries knowing her tears have no power. All she wanted was to have someone who truly cared, someone who loved her back. Shes wasting away in the shadows of the newly fallen night, begging for the images of him to leave her mind. She cries also in fear of going insane, wasting away in all her pain. The bleeding has stopped so she slashes when passers-by stare she just slashes again. She scraeams inside as she thinks about memories past, hoping for a new and better day when all her pain is completely washed away, to be free from her misery and stop her suffering. She cries herself to sleep knowing that not even her dreams will be pleasant enough to renew her day. She hates herself, has no trust in anyone, she'll never be the same again. She had the man she loved, but what went wrong? She had it all, now feels like she screwed it up, its all her fault. Nothing will ever be the same again. She has no friends, she talks to no one. Her parents dont ask, they dont care. She is but a mere person simply standing in the worlds busy way as she searches for help. The only help she finds is the drugs and the alchohol. She wastes away into the nothingness her life has become, its all she has to fall back on. She doesnt care anymore. With no hope for anything, her presence is useless. Things wont change, it will never be the same. She slashes her wrist again and cries, knowing the rain is all that can hide her tears, and her pain.