Okay, well I've had a pretty good time since yesterday. I had told Beth that I was bi-curious and she was kind of weirded out but she said that she's not going to let that get between our friendship. I'm really worried about David finding out because I don't want him to like stop liking/talking to me and everything because I really like him. I ( Read more... )

Okay well here goes..

**Yesterday:I stayed home sick. It really sucked because I was just flat out miserable. I was bored all day and I had to babysit from 7:30 to about 1 then I made my mom take Chloe to school because my mom had to go run some errands and I didn't want to watch that kid anymore. Then when my mom got back she made me go out to eat ( Read more... )

gosh. i wanna kill myself. i hate my life. so much shit is going on. i foundout that when i was with my sister (i didnt go to my dads for the weekend cuz i wanted to hang out with my sis cuz we never get to hang out anymore) well my stepmom and my dad were talking shit about how they are pissed off cuz i dont go over there anymore and saying crap ( Read more... )

i want David SOOO bad. i want him to be my first and i honestly think i DO love him. as much as i dont want to believe that i love him i do. i mean, i think about him 24/7.. a talk about him all day everyday... whenever i talk to him i still get butterflies. gosh i cant help it. i try to hide it but im tired of it. if there was ANYTHING i could do ( Read more... )

bah well today was.. well, another day. i went to school, came home, did my homework, got on the computer for about an hour, ate dinner, folded half a basket of socks, got back on the computer and talked to David and now im fixing to go talk to him and lay down then go to sleep ( Read more... )

hey everyone. hows it going? pretty good here. lmao im in 6th period and im hyper as heck. its sooo funny. Keasi Smith, Erin Daily, and Britney Smith are skipping. i was like jogging down the hallways going "la la la la la" and then a teacher came around the corner and i ran into her. it was so funny !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but ( Read more... )

hey guys. uhm nothing really has happened this weekend. Friday i went to school, came home and got on the computer. i talked to David for a bit though too. which was a MAJOR plus haha. uhm yesterday i cleaned all day then when i got done i got back on the computer and started talking to David about oh golly i dont know 6:30 ish and talked to him ( Read more... )

ill update sometime later this weekend.

the BOLD ones are the ones i HAVE done..

Smoked Pot
Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
Crashed A Friend's Car
crashed into a friend's motorbike
Been To Japan
Been In A Taxi
Been In Love
Had Sex In Public
Been Dumped
Done Cocaine
Shoplifted
Been Fired
Been In A Fist Fight
Had Group Intercourse
Snuck Out Of My Parent ( Read more... )

hey yousz guysz. whatsz uppersz? okay thats annoying. haha not alot has been going on. uhm the usual, talking to David. writing my free-hands, singing, dancing, workin out ;] ROCK HARD ABS BIZZATCH!! haha not really. almost there though. my tummy is kind of hard though when you poke it. hehe YAY! ive lost 10 lbs since.. uhm New Years Eve. WHOO HOO ( Read more... )