This should have been done days ago ( Read more... )

I get to go home at 1 today.....what to do what do....

My nipple rings are killing me....they are itching and a littling hurting....ouchy!

I moved in with some friends of mine a couple of months ago because this got real shitty for me real fast. I moved 30 miles away from work and my family. The MAIN reason I moved so far was to be able to keep my dog in the house on in a back yard ( Read more... )

I got that great guy to talk to me again and agree to see me....well i guess I should have left well enough alone.....I should have left the illusions that i had of him alone....Now I know another part of him and he is not quite the person I had on a pedlestal......That just sucks...

And to add insult to injury....he did and I didn't.

Last week was my birthday....For a long time now my friends and I have had this stupid tradition where we celebrate for a week.....Well this year kicked my ass.....I celelbrated for 8 days...and in the mist of all this alcohol...i think I might have lost a great guy....

Maybe I need to think about not drinking so much.....

Sometimes I think that we are here for a greater purpose....SOmetime I think that I am here to be a burden on everyone around.....I feel that sense of drowning alot...i don't know what do...I feel lonely at times yet everyone I meet doesn't satisfy that feeling....Something is coming....someone is coming.