its been forever since ive even touched this.
& today i did it cause there was nothing else to do.

reading old entries is WiErd!
it all seems so different to me.

i absolutely adore/love Vero .&. this summer ive wasted away with her.
[and will continue to]
<33

... and "he's" back in my life.
!! its been wonderful !!

nothing else.
bed

It's something that I've wanted for so long now and finally I'm wearing it.

BEAUTIFUL.SENTIMENTAL.WONDERFUL.GORGEOUS.UNDESCRIBABLE.


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I havent really really updated on this thing in what seems to be a long time. And yet, so so much has happened. Its not the events that have happened that have really changed me or the things I do, but more so the effects of what has happened. For once, in such a long time, I felt like I needed to just let go. COMPLETELY! Just go out and find ( Read more... )

I cant sleep.

{dosent help that I slept till two}

...making a phone call.

EIGHT favorite personalities ( Read more... )

 Again I've thought  ...

I want to fall in love

I want to experience everything

I want to see so much

I want to get hurt, grow in that aspect

I want to fill my brain to capacity

I want to discover something

one life..... I wanna do it all.

And then I think.

Im in Lubbock.

Ill be here for another 4 years.

Ill graduate from college

Ill be a nurse

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LAtEly ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile. Its not so much I've been busy. I guess more lazy then anything.

RAnDoM!

- - - SCHOOL - - -

Not too bad, but not myself. Ive forgotten how to be a NERD. or ive stopped being one. I miss it when its hard.

when its easy I could careless. It's terrible. Maybe I am trying though, but its ( Read more... )

                                                                      ["take a kid to the game" night]

"D".... she was my KiD. She was like any normal kid would be at first, shy n quiet, not much to say. We walked around for a long time and slowly but surely she was talking more and more. I asked her everything and anything that came to mind. ( Read more... )