life sucks... then you die.

[beautifulox22]

i need to vent...like really vent.
i have so many emotions and thoughts in my head that i cant sort out.
i cant keep doing this to myself.
im driving myself crazy just thinking about everything.
i spend my days waiting for that stupid text message or two-minute phone call..
and some days, they dont even come.
its pathetic to think that thats what makes

Comments

[lylac14]

Loaf...i give you a lot of credit for being able to take so any of hte same thoughts that ive had and put them out there. I know right now it sucks so bad for you, and theres only one person that is ever able to make your day seem just a little brighter, but keep your head up. you do have amazing friends, and i will ALWAYS be here for you if you need something. weve been thru it all together, (it seems like we have the same problems all the time haha) and no matter what happens with this boy were all gonna be here for you. keep pushing thru, vent all you want, cry while the memeories linger, but dont try and do it all alone. were all here for you. I love you kate. and honestly if he lets you go, he is losing a chance to be happy with an AMAZING person. and thats his loss. youll be okay, bc lets face it... you have me;-) hehe I LOVE YOU LOAF.

[savorthemomentx]

wow kate. i was just about to vent in my journal and pretty much say the same exact thing. We seriosuly should talk about this because honestly, the whole not being able to have fun anymore cuz all you think about is why he isnt calling you is so me too. like holey shit what you're feeling right now is EXACTLY how i feel. i'm just gonna tell you right now if he puts you on hold and makes you wait for him, it's not worth your time. stop calling him and see what happens. if he doesnt call, not worth it. thats what i tried atleast... stop calling. and i found out the hard way that he never really cared. anyways this is way too long and we should definitely talk about this because i sooo need to vent to someone who understands me probably just as much as you do. so i/m me sometime and we'll chat.. seriously ;)