I'm leaving here soon. I don't think i've needed anything more in my life. I'm going to my aunts of course....I haven't heard from aaron...hes so busy i guess...oh well...if i don't hear from him this weekend i will call him while i'm at my aunts and ask him what flew up his butt...men sometimes...well everyone i will miss ya...and i will be ( Read more... )

I'm in a good mood today. I watched my Will and Grace per usual and it totally made everything else go away. I found an old card i had and i'm now sending it to aaron tomorrow with a letter i wrote him. He was complaining before that he never gets mail thats not junk so i decided to sit down and write him a letter. it made me feel so much better ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep well last night at all. Alot of stress as aaron would tell me. But last night the stress was over him. I was so worried he was mad..but if he was that upset by it he would call me back right? Oh well after loosingg sleep last night i realized that i can't control what he thinks or do. I also feel like after everythting i've ( Read more... )

feel so stupid. I called Aaron tonight ( Read more... )

I'm so happy and have been since friday night when my phone rung. Its strange how you can spend your whole life looking for someone who makes you happy and they were there all along. My ex Aaron called me friday night to make sure i know his life was miserable...we were talking on the phone and i said some mean things to him...and they came true ( Read more... )

I can't sleep tonight so i decided i would write. Do you ever feel like you just don't know how you do things? Well i did tonight until i watched an old Natalie woods movie. At the end of the movie shes talking to a man she used to love but time has changed things and they are both with other people. Her ex says its not about happines its about ( Read more... )