Take my hand and never let me go, promise me you'll never let go...

[beautifulruin]

Today sucked royally. I hate my life so much now. I'm not even kidding. First, I'm sorry to Martie and Ashie because I didn't go to the Poetry Slam. I just left...sorry. This brings me to my first point. My sister is a bitch. She was being a huge bitch to me in front of my friends which pisses me off. She and my mom were making this big

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[roughxdraft]

What is your layout? :)

Do I know you?...lol

[beautifulruin]

Um, what do you mean what is my layout? The guy is Pete from FOB if that's what you're asking

Re: Do I know you?...lol

[roughxdraft]

LIke how/what id you do to get that box this about your writing

Re: Do I know you?...lol

[beautifulruin]

Um, I really don't know. I went to the community "i_make_layouts" and I asked her to make me one. She did it all. So yeah...sorry if that didn't help, but I don't really know. Sorry.

And your icon is sooooo awesome!

[burned_by_fate]

Yes yes, I know how it is all too well. I'm here if you ever want to talk more about it though. And you never got to finish what you were saying to me about Claire earlier today...but I'm assuming that that was it...?

Oh, and thank you for the 'happy birthday' :D I loved the card :D

[beautifulruin]

you know what's funny? I always say I'm going to talk to you (in my head or even to you) and then I never do because I talk myself out of it. I think I'm addicted to pain. That's the worst addiction ever, you know? I swear sometimes I think we are going through/thinking the same thing only going through it with different people. It's odd.

You're welcome. I thought you would. I shouldn't gone with the "dirty birthday" for you though! haha

[flygurl163882]

fluck you ! your going whether u like it or not! we will go to taylors and rent awesome 80s movies. please, gooo! i feel like crying. i want u to go. sometimes plans at the last minute are the best, you need to get out and talk to us. we can bonnnnd and have passionate sex! CMON SERIOUSLy i feel like crying, i feel like i did something wrong, im trying to get everything together! and this is tthe only day i can get out bc my dads gonna be gone, please this would mean so much to me! i have to get away from my life with the people that care about me and vis versa and ur one of them! please gabi! please callll me!

[beautifulruin]

omg wow you can lay on the guilt like no other! I WANT to go really bad..badly?...but I don't know if I can. I can't just ditch Celeste and I can't just ditch you guys, either. So I think it'd just be easier if I didn't go. Taylor's sounds fun, that part is planned I know, but with Celeste I have no idea so I don't know. If I don't go with her, she'll be mad. So I don't know. I'll talk to you tomorrow I guess. But you're right about this part: "i have to get away from my life with the people that care about me and vis versa and ur one of them!" So true, so true.

Wait, do you feel like crying because of me? I'm confused. What's wrong Ashie?