so ryan is doing a lot better. it's a miracle that he is even alive. i am just feeling so bad for brandon because he wants to be alone with his brother and talk to him but somedumbho (haha) won't leave the room. take the fucking hint that NO ONE wants you there. if no one calls you, then don't come. whatever, i don't want to cause drama cause ( Read more... )

i just want to be normal.

I haven't written on here in a while. There hasn't been much going on. School is going well except for spanish. They really need to start teaching languages in elementary. Once you hit puberty it is sometimes impossible for certain people to be able to make certain sounds. I just find it interesting that we have all of the information ( Read more... )

I want something that does not exist.

Good-bye live journal.

it's pretty fucking awesome when you're boyfriend would rather spend time with someone who blows him off all the time than his own girlfriend. so fucking awesome.

this is the week from fucking hell.

and oh yeah, i almost killed an old lady with my lotion today...?

fuckingfuck.

i've been a BAD mood forevvvvver and i snapped at people tonight at work and i feel bad....

so i still don't have the internet and my cell phone is being turned off tomorrow because my mom can't fucking pay the bill. don't tell me you'll pay my cell phone bill and then less than 24 hours before it's about to be turned off tell me you can't. oh wait, she didn't tell me - my fucking dad did. so i'm cut off from everything/everyone. it ( Read more... )

school started last week and i'm not sure how i feel about it yet. the only class that i feel confident about is sociology. my teacher is a trip. my natural science teacher seems like a good guy but he's hard to understand sometimes - i think he's indian? my spanish teacher is pretty cool. i'm worried though because i haven't had spanish in ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a better new year than i did. if last night is a preview of what's to come i'd rather die. last night was terrible. brandon left me alone to pick up his drunk brother. i am so fucking tired of it. he treats him like shit. don't get me wrong, i really like him but he hurts him and i hate it. spending new years alone is ( Read more... )

if i had a new years eve party who would come???