1. What is your name? Renee or Renzy ( Read more... )

Okay I do believe this update is way over due. Why do I not write? It's not like I don't write. I write constantly but never in here, because I do believe a journal should consist of real events, and not my creative writing scenes for my story I revamping ( Read more... )

To think of different times. Sometimes I feel this urge to complancently think of when things were different. The past, perhaps, because maybe I was happier. Or maybe it was because I was less cycnical. More naïve the everyone’s false sense of hope. Do I really want to be 15 again. Back to wearing skirts for every occasion, with short red hair ( Read more... )

2004 was a great year up until my birthday. Then it all went to hell. I lost basically everything. And I rang in the new year nicely with Alvaro. I've been feeling good about everything pookie lately. Until i realized we don't have scrubs, the postal service and manson ( Read more... )

Well things always like to leave ( Read more... )

This is why I like this journal. I can rant on and on and not bother Alvie with this. He's with the siblings anyway. And he is bsaically the problem ( Read more... )

I'm actully in a quite plesant mood today. Maybe it's because I smoked earlier and still feel the effects, or because I slept in, and because I'm drinking an ice tea and been three days now without one ( Read more... )

And now I'm off for a relaxing winter break, although this christime cheer is enough to make me gag. Why get a false sense of happiness? You know we're all broke and stressed, out trying to celebrate our saviour's birth. And for a interesting fact for all of that don't know, Jesus was born in the springtime, the roman catholic moved it to ( Read more... )

Last thursday was quite a nice time at the club. Alvaro and I were having our usual fun, and then I got attacked in a good way by a hot blonde named Angie. I danced with her quite a lot and because of that nice visual I had great sex in the late hours on the evening. Saturday yet again was fun, we're getting along better now, it seems. ( Read more... )

I made a firm decision to only date girls for a little while. Guys well all of them have issues. Moslty want something more than I'm willing to give. And without even a date, they tell me what do to do. Fuck that. Most have the issue I hang out with my ex. Sorry he was here first and I will do whatever I want with him. Plus girls seem better ( Read more... )