Today I went to court with my mom and as fucked up as this sounds being at court brought back memories of me and Danco, not just with his court cases, but my mom's in the past and how he was there for me.. I fucking miss him and I'm hating life right now because I can't even call him and tell him that. He's fucking engaged. People keep telling me " ( Read more... )

Today I got a phone call from Danco... He wanted to come over and get some chords for his PS2, which I couldn't find, but he wanted to come over still after I told him that. We stood in my drive way just talking, and I noticed this ring on his finger.. it caught my eye mainly cuz Danco never really wears jewelery, and later on in the conversation ( Read more... )

So yesterday I thought Rico was a piece of shit and this morning he proved me wrong. I love that boy <3 He's adorable and so sweet. I swear to gawd if he wasn't mexican I probably would end up going out with him. So crazy ( Read more... )

Tonite was fucking insane.. wow. Funny shit, dude.

Natalie picked me up around 7 or something? I don't know, I had just woken up. And we went to her mom's house.... Creepy expieriance, but funny as fuck!

The High Lights:

(1)"That's my tea pot, you little shit ( Read more... )

-Signing up for classes at the college.
-Job hunting in fucking Simi Valley.

My mom is taking me against my will. Ew. I'm so unmotivated. This is going to suck very, very badly. Ah, fuck.. Now I gotta go take a shower! Today is gonna be tiresome, I already know it!

dying... dying... dying... dead.

I feel pretty shitty right now. My body hates me and doesn't wanna let me get my beauty sleep. Hmph. That pisses me off soo much.. errr!

My cat is psycho but so adorable.. just like me :D

I miss having dreams so much... maybe tonite things'll change? Eh, fuck it. Whatever happens happens. The End.

So yesterday I found out that there was a fire on Danco's street and I got all worried about him for a moment, and then I actually asked my mom if I should pray for his safety or let it be? How terrible is that!? Wow ( Read more... )

I have been doing really good at keeping myself busy.. But there's nites such as this one, where I actually have to come home and that's when reality hits me.. hard.

I'm fucking lonely!I miss having a significant other.. Some one to laugh and cuddle with and flirt with even if it's stupid just cuz it'd be something cute between the two of us. I'm ( Read more... )

Ew.. I hate when ex-friends hang out with my ex-boyfriends. I know that now cuz we aren't friends it shouldn't really be considered as 'betrayal' towards me, but I still kinda take it as that? I don't know.. Like, to me, it just feels fucked up. Even if we aren't friends I would never flirt with, or get with or hang out with somebody she once ( Read more... )

Danco came over a few days ago to get the rest of his clothes and stuff. He admitted to still loving me and missing me and it's so compliacted right now. But at the end of the day, he's still with her, and all that we said to eachother (for now) is just words with nothing backing them up. So I dunno. Things in my life are so confusing and complex ( Read more... )