i know it isnt me that you've been talking about. the worst thing in the world by far is to love someone and them not love you back. at least i had some sort of false hope to keep me going for a few years ( Read more... )

=sorry ray i had to steal it ( Read more... )

last night we went and watched the gift of failure. strangely enough,those guys were amazing. then we went to fuel then back to the apt, i fell asleep several random times throughout the night and me and justin were starting to get pissed because nobody else would be quiet cuz we wanted to sleep. john put the hampster on me and i know it pooped ( Read more... )

missed the show, the car went dead. turns out it needs a new starter, so we were stranded at the gas station on blanding until josh and mary came to get us. work is crazy, its all i ever do anymore ( Read more... )

so im waiting for this test to end so these lighter days can soon begin ill be alone but maybe more carefree like a kite that floats so effortlessly i was afraid to be alone but now im scared thats how id like to be all these faces none the same how can there be so many personalities so many lifeless empty hands so many hearts in great demands and ( Read more... )

i talked to cleo, she always inspires me to write what im really feeling, and gives me a lot of insight. there are going to be several things in this entry that are wrds which came diectly from her mouth last night, and were inspirational enough for me to remember the day after i heard them word for wrd and put them in here ( Read more... )

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WOW. i just got back from orlando. that was the craziest drive ever ( Read more... )

first off, im not going to apoloize for moving on from you. wasting your time to say belittling things about me when im trying my hardest to better myself and get my life in order and take responsibility just shows how i've moved on and you haven't. in one part of my life im happier than i've ever been. in another im going through a lot of things, ( Read more... )