i hate realizing things too late

i hate making myself look like an idiot in front of everyone

and i hate liking someone when they dont give a shit about you

i feel so stupid

thanks you evil whore

I LOVE CHELSEA RENE BONER! yeah i do, christmas was ok, and i love boys yeah i do i do i doo-oooo! haha

peace out my nigs

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING CONFUSING!

So yeah, break has been fun so far. usually i am a go with the flow kinda gal but lately i have been thinking about things before hand. yeah i dont like that. id rather just go with the flow. so hopefully i can just let things happen as they please. i love it when people are so sweet to me (you kno who you are) and i hate it when people are mean to ( Read more... )

okay well this weekend was so much fun!!!!! friday I drank and then hung out with chelsea nate and alex! that was hella fun hehehe! and then saturday i went to the plague house with nate(different from friday night nate) and david and chelsea and jeff and devon! i drank there too! this weekend was a good time for drinking cuz i didnt get to drunk! ( Read more... )

Well today was fun. i went to lunch at jackson. and i got to see brian and chelsea and some other people! it was cool! and then me and chelsea took my car in to get my new cd deck thingy! i was excited! we then went to a band concert at jackson and took a pic of brian in a suit! SO FUCKING CUTE! its on my MYPSACE! so check it out! and then i ( Read more... )

Oops i didnt make it to school today but i dont really give a fuck. yeah school is totally lame. well today i was so bored i took a whole bunch of pictures i printed out and made collages of all the bands i like. they are actually quite neato. i watched tv and was bored out of my mind. but id rather be bored than in school. I cant really remember ( Read more... )

Yeah so this weekend was pretty fun, i got to hang out with chelsea and katie. School is so gay and i actually have to go back tomorrow. life just seems so lame sometimes. i really just need a good party, thats what i need, or some action, i dunno haha. But yeah some people surprise you which is cool. and i kno its bad to want the untouchable.

Last night was tight. I got reunited with chelsea and Katie. I have missed those girls dearly! yepp! Next weekend is going to be pimp i cant wait! and yeah last night we just hung out with some Lake Stevens boys! they are hella tight! It was hella funny cuz this one dude named kraut( dunno how to spell) he puked on himself like out of nowhere it ( Read more... )

Yah. I got to see some old friends tonight that was pretty cool. But I miss someone dearly :(