I hurt myself today
I cut tonight. It was wonderful. It felt so greeat to actually be able to let myself enjoy it. My relationship with Ben seems like it is falling apart and he is my only reason to keep moving forward and progressing in my treatment, and he seems to be fading away...so why move forward? When the hope I had it gone and he gave up. So I give up. And I
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I never got the cutting thing. It scares the hell out of me. I've never been great dealing with it. I allegedly got my ex to stop, but she still thought about it sometimes even when she was "happy". That just terrifies me... What does Ben think about it? Maybe that's why he's more distant and it'll be something you should work on together.
Whichever way, I hope you can shake all of this stuff. Nobody deserves to be miserable unless they're bad people. And you can't be one. <3
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