It has been ages ( Read more... )

...And when I'm looking back, how we were young and stupid. Do you remember that?

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Umm... I was walking back to Doug's apartment last night and some child with his thug friends passed by me and yelled "That bitch has some big ass nipples."

big ASS nipples?

Who knew!

Listening to Tori Amos in Boston. Just the sound of that makes me feel so much more amazing ( Read more... )

Could it be perhaps a sustaining emotion? In one week I will be gone. I am moving west...

My emotion you ask. (see below)


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Jeremy Blake my have genius on his side, but does he have the pleasure and comfort of knowing that he is truly a beautiful man? I think so.

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So I leave today for this luxurious destination. I will miss you my love, and I know that you too will think back on me fondly.

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In a rather large way, I ache. Perhaps it isn't the consuming headache from last night's mockery of my life, but could it directly relate?

Douglas has this way of loving me that makes me smile, yet the humor in the situation is almost laughable wouldn't you agree? Case in point? Haha....CLEVER.

If my life is an experiment Paul is my constant variable.