soooo, my oma (german for grandmother) is dying.....and its really weird. especially because i'm kind of the only one right now going over there to visit since everyone else either lives too far or isn't on speaking terms with her.

i went over there today and it was really a trip....my poor opa doesn't know what to do. she's pretty much ( Read more... )

i got ripped off. last time i buy anything off of craigslist!!!

p.s. why does anyone wear sunglasses when playing blackjack?? do they think i'm trying to read them?

it might just be that i'm incredibly nostalgic...but the internet definitely only amplifies that. especially this website...i can't even remember how i got on here or how long i've had an account - i know its been at least 5 or 6 years.

i was just reading a few of my friends/former boyfriend's old journals and i swear every one i read i felt like ( Read more... )

yeah scratch that last entry. i changed my mind. HAHA!!!! no really - its actually quite hilarious if you knew the background of the past year of my life, and its also quite predictable if you know me well personally :D

anyway, my reasoning basically comes down to a decision i made the other day to not work my ass off for money. instead i'm ( Read more... )

well, after a year and a half of working the graveyard shift, i am leaving finally for days! thats right...a normal schedule, normal hours, normal liiiiiiiife!!! not that i'm a huge fan of normal - but we're talking about my sleep schedule here so in this case i am ALL for it! no more being up for 36 hours in a row on a regular basis! nooooo ( Read more... )

so.

i am now the owner of a custom hot pink bowling ball with my name engraved on it........and of course the shoes and the bag. HELL. YEAH. by the end of summer i will be such a pro it won't even be funny.

well, maybe a little funny......

i am so getting one of these.

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last night was definitely...really weird.

i wasn't expecting it to - but it made me realize that just as much as i am a part of everything that is, i am equally alone! and thats good, because now, instead of relying on other people or things for answers - i now know that i am the only one who has them.

super amazingly fantastic.......i forgot what it was like to see a really good live band until tonight. 2 encores!!! soooo great...


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