my last entry was ritten at 5:55 so make a wish...

i got up this morning and instead or really getting ready for work i am sitting infront of the computer typing in my journal... but ever since i go this silly thing its been the easiest way to vent all my feelings and the best thing is i only have 3 4 friends that i really know added to my friends so whatever i say i really won't get bitched out ( Read more... )

my master and me were trying an exercise today... i was happy to do it... i as-o-late have been enjoying being obedient to my masters wishes... can't say why... i just have... he called me and we did an exercise over the phone... but the exercise failed because i suck and can't cum alls i could do is get off... and i hate myself for it... the only ( Read more... )

i got wet again... me and my friend were chatting online and he told me he tried meth for the first time last night... now i've only done meth once but i don't know anyother drug... and i mean drug cause marijuana can turn me on but thats only if im looking at a really hot looking bud... that can turn me on like the thought of meth so i got wet... ( Read more... )

i woke up wet today... i really don't know why im wet... and i don't remember too much of last night... so i can't say it was something i did last night... i was using the computer and thats all i can remember until i woke up in my bed this morning... but i don't think it was something i did last night because i wake up wet all the time...
( my pussy log )

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ok i just got out of the shower and im here to report that in the middle of my shower that i got wet... the reason for that was because i had just finished cleaning my pussy and i must have gotton too excited... how u must ask did i know i was wet in the shower... well i just finished washing down there and when i went to examine its cleaness i was ( Read more... )

i think i found myself a master and i'm quite happy aboot it...i mean he seems like he knows what hes doing and he sounds fair so far... so far i don't seem to find myself wanting to disobey him... and thats weird 4 me cause i don't like authority... but he sees like he knows what hes doing he already gave me rules and they are ( Read more... )

so me and tom just moved him in today... i must say i think we did a hella good job on the room... i think i like tom living in here better than i like ashley... i mean its already been like 1 hour and i don't have any problems... like when ashlie moved in the first ten minutes i was very unhappy because i saw the load of things she brought and ( Read more... )

i looked in my eyes today... i wanted to see what i could see oh so deep in it like i could so many time before... and when i went to the mirror and stared deeply through those sad brown eyes and i saw nothing... nothing but my reflection... why... why were they so empty... i don't know if i can handle myself much more... its not stress... its a ( Read more... )