my life is nothing more than a comedy act.

[beautyxforashes]

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[grayhopes]

it makes me sad to see you unhappy, smile.
:)

believe me....

[beautyxforashes]

...i try

hey get rhythm when you get the blues

[antithesisfalse]

hello.

this is someone who only sees
the side of you that smiles
but
is not afraid to look
deeper
and, in fact
am intrigued to hazard a peak.

Yes a jumpy rhythm makes you feel so fine...

[beautyxforashes]

It'll shake all the trouble from your worried mind.

You only see that side because
that's always what i tend to
do in your ever so pleasant company,
which i tend to have more of.

but beware,
the darkness will sneak
out if you stick around long
enough...

just hopefully it won't
be too much to scare you away.

[antithesisfalse]

it would have to be a whole lot of
darkness
to be enough to distract me from my own
self deprecation

misery loves company and is
conversely
a butterfly
(somehow, don't ask me)

i laugh in the face of danger
but don't be fooled:

even though my own ashen heart only
desires
things that are,
more often than not,
of a detrimental nature
i have a strong feeling you are the opposite
a muse who forces my ugly organ to pump
life
instead of
dust

and that is what scares me,
not your darkness
(at least right now)
for what i want
and end up getting
don't often agree with each other
on the very, very rare occasion
i actually find someone
who makes me feel
anything
worth
feeling