My longest post ever. Fair warning this will have negative tones, but is really a cathartic post.

[beauwolf]

Before I could go to sleep I had to sit sown and write. If you read this be aware of the true meaning of this post. Do not misinterpret the meaning behind these words. This post is not a metaphysical look into what I have and currently am going through. This post is a very raw and literal look at what has happened with my life

Comments

[victoria_klein]

A spectacular post, and I'm delighted that you followed your instinct (wolf, again) and wrote it all down. This is the main reason that I have kept a journal for so many years - to be able to gain clarity as you write, as well as being able to look back and appreciate the journey you have taken

[beauwolf]

I am glad you enjoyed the post. I was worried because I know how it could seem negative, like I was living in the past. That is where the majority of it took place