its 2008 right? well anyways....im sick to my stomach maybe its just cause i watched seven, or maybe its who i watched it with, Im so fucking confused right now, so lost. She brought me dinner OMG nicest thing ever, yea ive dreamt about people bringing me dinner all the time but i dont remember it ever happening, i dunno if that is weird or not but ( Read more... )

Went skating today woo long time no skate good going back, Chris, Nico, Anna, Chels, Bobby, Amber, Peter, and Heather...Went shopping with amanda after skating, at walmart, it was a pretty good time :P bought some desperatly needed razors shaved twice today yea crazy, after walmart went to amanda's played with kitty and poo alil bit, ate velveta ( Read more... )

Oct 7, the dreaming in omaha, omg....This is the first concert i had ever wanted to go to more than anything, unfortunatly i dont think im going to get to make it. its only 10 dollars too damn! I LOVE THE DREAMING i have been listening to them for the past week non-stop. Saw amanda lil while ago made me happy. tomorrow skating yes! we havent been ( Read more... )

i didnt do it, im such a fuck. I need to do it, why cant i just do it? she isnt right not right at all damn it why do i do this to myself? sam damn you. tonight was pretty cool tho went to some band house concert which was sweet, saw andy, alex, and matts band which was better than expected, the some crazy shit yea, glitter confeti fist pumps and ( Read more... )

its 2008 according to my journal has anyone noticed before? And why do i torture myself? I do it all the time! WHY WHY WHY? im doing it right now too. NE who bw's tonight pretty good time saw jacob do grease with someone duet style very nice lol. Well im not really in the writing mood peace y'all.

Ryan may have made a decision he feels good about it now, but when he wakes up we'll SEE. hmf ( Read more... )

My mind lately has been one huge cluster fuck lately. I can seem to figure out what to do with myself. Sometimes i feel i should just say what i feel no matter how strong or challenging they could be to people. My acting class with new prof is gonna be good i feel. Casino royale looks good, maybe its because i just love the new actor for bond, ( Read more... )

Don’t listen to all those people who tell you, don’t drink until your old enough because..it fucking rocks. Lets think about this a minute…you’re a 12 year old boy and dads drinking a beer, he tells you its for big boys but you know you want one, you know why? Because everyone does, its human nature god make us to like boobs!...i mean booze!...i ( Read more... )

I cannot sleep to busy thinking, alot. I am in college why? cause i wanted to prove that not everyone in my family is a loser, so far i have made it farther than anyone else. Tonight i realize my 3 goals in life, live on my own, get some of my writings published, find love. None of my life goals involve me finishing school. If i finish school ill ( Read more... )

Sweet my lab prof isnt a total d-bag! I sent him an email telling him i was sick today which I was and couldnt make it to the lab. He was fine with me doing it and just handing it in friday kick ass. Ne who sam kinda got back to me. Uhhh tomorrow night what am i doing? BW's? soccer? volleyball? no one knows maybe all 3 maybe none. Probably gonna ( Read more... )