why does the rhythm get me every time?
HEY YOU:YOU ARE SERIOUSLY FUCKING RETARDED.
I COULD KILL YOU.YOU ACT LIKE I DON'T EXSIST AND ALL I WANT IS ONE SIMPLE FUCKING ANSWER: WHY DID YOU CHOOSE NOW TO LIE TO ME, WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST HAVE TOLD ME I WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A KISS?WHY NOW?JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.i had things to say about what i have done and what i have become but now all i can focus on is how disappointed i am in the way things turned out, the way my life isn't turning out.the way you let me down in the worst way and how i am sick of things ending up worse than before.and i never thought it was possible but somehow you managed to prove me wrong.i never thought things could get worse.i hate hate hate myself.tomorrow is the day when i finally give rebuttal.fuck you, you stupid fuckhead.i have gotten so angry, my vocabulary has regressed.as i said to marissa:fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck boys and everything they have ever done to me.
WHY CAN'T SOMEONE JUST BE NICE TO ME.BE FUCKING STRAIGHTFORWARD.KISS ME AT THE END OF THE NIGHT TO REMIND ME YOU'RE NOT A GODDAMN IDIOT.BE... BE.. god, just be something i can depend on.
I COULD KILL YOU.YOU ACT LIKE I DON'T EXSIST AND ALL I WANT IS ONE SIMPLE FUCKING ANSWER: WHY DID YOU CHOOSE NOW TO LIE TO ME, WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST HAVE TOLD ME I WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A KISS?WHY NOW?JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.i had things to say about what i have done and what i have become but now all i can focus on is how disappointed i am in the way things turned out, the way my life isn't turning out.the way you let me down in the worst way and how i am sick of things ending up worse than before.and i never thought it was possible but somehow you managed to prove me wrong.i never thought things could get worse.i hate hate hate myself.tomorrow is the day when i finally give rebuttal.fuck you, you stupid fuckhead.i have gotten so angry, my vocabulary has regressed.as i said to marissa:fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck boys and everything they have ever done to me.
WHY CAN'T SOMEONE JUST BE NICE TO ME.BE FUCKING STRAIGHTFORWARD.KISS ME AT THE END OF THE NIGHT TO REMIND ME YOU'RE NOT A GODDAMN IDIOT.BE... BE.. god, just be something i can depend on.