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i don't think i'll live to see christmas.and frankly, i don't want to.if i in fact live that long, someone please.give the gift of a much needed end.
i told my parents i didn't want to go to germany anymore.my hair will soon be growing out, to it's natural color even, because hair dye [and haircuts for that matter] are not necessary.next on the list, telling them to cancel my cell phone.possibly sell my digital camera.maybe the laptop can go next.i might even lose some weight out of this deal, seeing as how i'm too poor to buy myself a meal.oh, and i'm quitting dance.life is cute.i love me.
fuck that.
oh!!i had nearly forgotten.what i reallyreally need right now is my mother telling me i am lying to myself.what i reallyreally need right now is her telling me that i will never become what i want to be, because i am a failure.what i love about her is that she undermines my entire exsistence.at least i won't ever have an ego.
i told my parents i didn't want to go to germany anymore.my hair will soon be growing out, to it's natural color even, because hair dye [and haircuts for that matter] are not necessary.next on the list, telling them to cancel my cell phone.possibly sell my digital camera.maybe the laptop can go next.i might even lose some weight out of this deal, seeing as how i'm too poor to buy myself a meal.oh, and i'm quitting dance.life is cute.i love me.
fuck that.
oh!!i had nearly forgotten.what i reallyreally need right now is my mother telling me i am lying to myself.what i reallyreally need right now is her telling me that i will never become what i want to be, because i am a failure.what i love about her is that she undermines my entire exsistence.at least i won't ever have an ego.