yesterday i was feeling anxious about having to do something and last night i had a dream. it's wierd, but i knew that if i went ahead and did the thing i was "supposed" to do i would end up drinking today. so in my dream i was getting high, then i went to prison and when i got out of prison i was homeless (and Marky Mark was there- and oddly ( Read more... )

i used to have this Emily change purse that read: change comes from within. yesterday these kids were hanging out in front of publix, all skinny and pale like ghosts. they were asking for change and for a second i got really angry. the sight of them reminded me of what i must have looked like a year ago and i dont like remembering that shit. but ( Read more... )

i've read the bible like three times my whole life. tonight i was reading this flyer about how we are all fornicators and we're going to hell, so i decided to read the bible to get confirmation on this theory. It's true! jude 13 in the new testament turns out to be a Portishead lyric. And if plagiarism of the bible isnt a sign...?

anyway, thanks to ( Read more... )

FUCK it's good to be home. i've been gone for so long i almost forget what it was like here. i get to listen to the smiths, the dots, all that cooky 80's music! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
so i caught a hacker. and he sent me strangest message while taking over my computer. i feel strangly and intimately tied to this person now. meeting him/her? would serve ( Read more... )

can you help me figure this out?...
i found this vile that belonged to a friend (miss x) of mine's friend (mr y) on mr y's bed while he was out getting Krystals. i showed the vile to miss x, who happened to be pretty mad at mr y at the time because he refused to pay for the new brakes on her car, not to mention he was being really annoying and ( Read more... )

where the fuck is eve? call me, beotch! i cant go to work until i get my makeup and shoes from you.

*sigh*

may i be the one

to rip the shackles clean away?

and lead you to a place

where loneliness is tackled

with a kiss.

a kiss that has no ropes, no strings, no obligations.

i miss my james.

no strings, no ropes, no obligations...i dont owe you ( Read more... )

blah blah. blah-blah, blah blah blah blah.

i'm having seks tonight. weee.

funny, this is the first journal entry ever. (how long have i been on LJ?) oh well it doesnt matter. i melted the "e" on this keyboard. it isnt my keyboard. this is the best thing that has happened to me today. ..this week ..this month ..? i fear my parent's predictions are coming true. the song, "my dad's a drunk, my mom is a schizo" has always ( Read more... )