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[bebexjaii]

i have so much to say, but i can't slow my mind down enough to sort it all out. so many different things have been running through my mind lately, & all i really wanna do is scream. i'm so over complications & questions. i don't know if it's fear or doubt or regret or anticipation. i must have lost myself somewhere along the way. because when i

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[come0riginal]

im so confused.. its time for another bridget entry... id write more in lj.. i just get lazy... lol i never use my lj.. i used to when tiff could read it but that bitch has been cut off.. i hate her ... and i hate myself for loving sam.. i wanna make her happy but its like... i was just a hook up turned into a good friend to her... why is it.. im the ones with the butterflies? seriously.. she complains about how these guys treat her like a toy.. and im trying to show her i can love her with everything i have and make her happy... but looks like that'll never happen.. fuck i love her so much and i just want to hold her.. i hate myself.. ugh