ahh Relay For Life 2006.... so far its been funn!! ive never been harassed so much in my entire life! haha well lauren is sitting on my bed right now talking to marissa on the phone. well everyone was there..everyone. stalkers, people who cut their hair, huge groups of people. andrea and i were attacked by a group of guys, then i was like stalked ( Read more... )

im just feeling really lonely right now. i really should be studying for chemistry right now but i will soon. i just.. hate who I've become. anyone who associates with me right now.. im really not like this. i swear. just due to past circumstances i've been feeling wierd ever since. i just really hope i get back to me. i mean..i feel like im not ( Read more... )

wow. i make this entry about every year at this time. so it's been three whole years. wow. i still can't believe it's been so long. i went to germany on this day three years ago and met my whole family and changed my life forever. now it feels like that all happened like 10 years ago. i really miss my family. not as much as i used to, but i really ( Read more... )

I woke up from dreaming ( Read more... )

ive realized that i get kinda bitter when everynight, i sit by the phone waiting... and nothing ever happens. im actually really lonely and full of hate.. so much hate it makes me sick. i dont even know to what this hate is towards. wow. and i read an entry from the piglet notebook from march 16th, 2004. it was so happy.. i was so happy and i still ( Read more... )

wow i am so sick of hearing how boardman is going to the dumps ( Read more... )

Everyone's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

No more lives torn apart ( Read more... )

what if there was no manger ( Read more... )

Ethan: I really like you Lizzie. But, I feel that there is no... what's that subject in high school that I have no chance of passing?
Lizzie: Chemistry?

haha thats how i feel