I'm trying not to sound depressed, not to act depressed, not to be ( Read more... )

And even those who claim to care don't call.
I am so very bored.
so very lonely.
so very disapointed. meh fuck it. Sunday me and jimbo are gonna shroom it up. That should be very..."punk rock"...call me we'll do something

Why is scene the scene? wtf is scene? I am so lost with this shat. someone feel free to explain what this shat is so I can talk crap about scenesters and beat them up at shows with good reason ( Read more... )

i've been looking into my past alot and realize how much i miss it. i miss my friends. i miss the good times. Even if they really weren't my friends i liked to be around them. I liked the atmosphere. the way things are now sucks. Yea I work. Someone loves me. but thats it. i'd give almost all of it back for it to be like it was ( Read more... )

This isn't gonna be much of an entry but it will be interesting ( Read more... )

"Last night as I lay dreaming,
The Strangest kind of feeling
Revealed a secret meaning
And now I know

I've never ever been to paradise
I've never ever seen no angel's eyes
No never ever let this legend die
No matter where you are, you are my
LUCKY STARR..."

-Lucky Starr
-Dj Hixxy (Dj Starr remix)

Past couple of weeks I've been out and about. I have a very good job. An office type one, fast paced ya know. I've been going to many gigs and how i missed them. Good news and bad...I fell in love...hahaha. Well it is just an old spark re lit. I'm not gonna call it love because I gave up on that. Hopefully it'l turn out to be a good relationship if ( Read more... )

As the plane approached its final destination a strong excitement grew within me. I can best describe it as pure happiness. I'm so glad to be home. True it is gonna be hard in the near future but in the long run it will be well worth it. First off I would like to take about a week to kick wit all da homies. Tonight I went down the street to natalie ( Read more... )

so events happenned...
i'm coming home...
for good...
i hope i still have friends...
my phone is dead so don't call yet...
i'll be home in about maybe ten days...

I'm still trying to put my life together. Fuck it> Was gonna delete this but meh. I'll try again later to update. Note I'm not gone from your lives. Got me a girl. Life still sucks. call me....please. fuck you