hey, i'm alive!!!

[becauseofghosts]

 
A girl has to stop ignoring her blog and break the silence some time. I think that there just is so much to write about that sometimes it is hard to commit all the emotions into writing it.

I’ve had a nervous breakdown. It was a biggie but quite possibly the best thing that happened to me.

Since about April, I was finding pressures in my life

Comments

[celestyna]

your summer sounded like my summer a year ago. that being the case, let me just tell you that next summer will be the time of your life!

congrats on transitioning off the meds, congrats on getting closer with your parents and working towards being less stressed. what's UBC? a uni?

[becauseofghosts]

i think that when the bubble bursts anything seems possible. thanks missy.

ubc = university of british columbia. :)

[sassy_red_head]

I missed hearing from you! It's the darkest times that let you appreciate the light. Enjoy it and be more of yourself!

[becauseofghosts]

for sure.... i appreciate life so much more now that i know i don't want it to end. it is funny how sometimes it can seem so overwhelming and sometimes it just seems so easy. :P

[lyndszy]

:)

My bank acct is all smiles, so lets go somewhere decadent and drink frou-frou drinks and eat tasty food with the best of company (eachother) ...lets do it Wed night as I have a meeting with Marc at Childrens Hospital at 8:30am Wednesday morning!

I think if I get offered anything I am going to do what you did and just jump ship asap from my old job that does affect my health!

See you soon, glad you posted and got it all out there!

[becauseofghosts]

it felt good to get it out...now that it is off my cheast i can post about the small things again.

how is thursday for you??? i have jt on wednesday! hahhaha, i'll let you know if he sees me up in the balcony, falls in love and whisks me off to a foreign country.

yes, thursday? we celebrate!

[lyndszy]

Thursday good
I wouldnt want to get in the way of JT!

[naughty_bride]

Glad to see you back. I have had 2 summers like that. They are horrible, horrible, horrible. They do kind of make me think about needing the sour to appreciate the sweet.

Sorry you had a rough go of it. My heart really does go out to you. Congrats on moving forward:)

[becauseofghosts]

i'm actually glad i went through it and i'm back from the dead!! it is a great feeling actually.

[shesaid]

I missed hearing from you on here. I'm sorry you had to go through all that shit, but I'm glad that you used it to realize some things and to start to get better. I went through something very similar a few years ago. I was miserable. I cried on the phone to my mother finally admitting how horrible things had gotten, and the next day I quit my job. I went home for a week to sleep and be with my family, came back and got a new job and moved into a new apartment with a different roommate and started all over, pretty much. Sometimes, you just need to start all over.

[becauseofghosts]

for sure, i realized to get out of the hole i had to do a complete upheaval. luckily i have caring friends and a caring family there to help me through it... i'm a lucky girl!

i'm so glad to be back. it sucks to keep secrets from your blog.