peace peace peace in jessie's mind PLEASE!
Gee golly. Sometimes, God throws you wonderful little surprises.
Tonight i went to Josh's casa to play with the typical kids in my gang. Britt was lovey so she took me outside and we talked about why my heart was sad. But, you see, it's very hard to feel peace from her when she's in her "oh shut up and get over it" mood. It was funny, but disheartening. I wanted some sound advise, and maybe even a good butt-kicking, but no. She was ADD like no other.
So i gave up on the trying to feel better thing, and went to join the rest of 'em in a lovely game of Mafia. (personally i think it should be called Japanese Mob, but no one agreed with me. Oh well. ) So golly...when i'm with all of them, i just can't stop laughing and being silly. ok well. i guess it has nothing to do with them cuz i'm like that anyways. but i ate two drumsticks and i was HYPER like a mo!
well then something was brought up that needed to be silenced so michael and i went outside to discuss it. Lol. So instead it turned into a night of encouraging Jess. We talked a little bit about Thigh, and yea. i was right. he did lie to me. he does still have feelings for me. I dont like that one bit.
But here's what Michael and i decided. I think too much. Boys dont think too much. but girls do. So i'm not going to think very much. Lol. Wow, that sounds so unprofound. But true!
But God totally used Michael as an instrument of encouragement to me tonight. He is really the best listener i've ever met. He loves it too. He loves to listen and loves to give honest and practical advise. Wow. This boy is amazing. I'm glad i found God's peace by talking to him. yay. He's two years younger than me too. Sheesh. What a good boy he is.
Coach complimented me again during workout. He is encouraged and confident in my skills and abilities as a player and leader on and off the court. He thinks i've far surpassed the point i usually begin season with. Sweeeet! He loves me! He really loves me!