Number of times I have been in love: none ( Read more... )

i was two seat today instead of my usual four. now i feel pathetic and weak. and my stomach hurts. aand i have lots of work to do, and only 20 days left of school, seven more crew practices, and one month before i have to move. and i still like someone.

goddamnit.

plans for the weekend?

yesss i bought my ani ticket today!

but crew was boring today, aand i was so exhausted today. i can't even put it into words.

aand about that person... yeah. i still like him, but i'm not going to do anything about it.

P.S. I saw an asian person on sunday and now i miss becky. hah i'm terrible.

i hate kind of liking someone and knowing that doind anything about it would just end up being shit in two months time.

i kind of wish i wasn't moving right now. or that i had this great realization about 5 years ago.

Your 8th grade year in Middle School is supposed to be "the worst year of your life" or "the best year of your life."Let's see how much you remember ( Read more... )

im in a very i hate crew mood. and it makes me sad.

and my neck hurts.

wahh sad emo cry shitfuck ;sgh jhv jkxncbjv yutfhgdsfhjbcxnvchgkdsfuytr

not really, stuffs just dandy. but i may kill tom.

do to moving to balance homework, or to not do moving to balance homework. that is the question (deal or no deal)

oh and i love poeple again. kind of.

your favorite myth: orpheus and eurydice ( Read more... )

so today i really wanna go ut and such except the only person that i've been in touch with is MAr and even though she said it would be fine if i hung out with her today, i dont want to just show up and be sort of uninvited. yeah i dunno. i guess i'll risk crashing Mars, but i dont want people to be mad at me. cause i think some people have been ( Read more... )

i hate people. seriously, i'm pissed at everyone for one reason or another.

for once i can't wait to get the hell out of here.