I've been so in-between for 3 years now. In-between homes In-between ideas of what I want to be In-between feelings In-between old friends and new ones. In-between faith and apathy. I just want to get there... wherever there is.

ive never been so...confused...in my life.

i haven't been sad in over 2 years. it just all caught up with me.

I feel so far from where I've been.

Venus Di Milo in her half baked shell
Understood the meaning of love very well.
She said a good love is delicious, you can't get enough too soon.
It makes me so crazy, i want to swallow the moon.

Where are we? What the hell is going on ( Read more... )

i will be 21 in 24 hours
that sounds so old to me....

this is what i wanted right? safety.
how come i am on such an edge?
how come it feels as though in an instant i could blow it?

im 2 weeks away from finishing my junior year of college. i keep myself busy.  i dont know where i will be in a year.

I like looking back at my old entries and remembering where i was...
so i am going to write now...

Mmmmm....junior year is FLYING by.
I am president of ADX this semester--it is so time consuming and draining, but i really like it at the same time

My hair is getting long :o) It

I am still in love...and have been for almost 2 year. I really never saw my ( Read more... )

God help me.

Christian women are driving me insane. seriously. i am one...but really............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

God help me.

I don't have a minute for myself.  sometimes it sucks, but its alright.

I'm either at class, meeting with people, studying, babysitting, working, in meetings...in more meetings.

I also have been keeping a clean house. why can no one else contibute? no? ok.

I also have to find time to work out. i've lost 20 lbs...and i can't ruin it. GAR.

Im going to ( Read more... )

I'm confused.

This has been the busiest week of my life but i feel like i have accomplished nothing.

I'm in a rut. with relationships...with faith...with motivation...with everything.

Arg.