there is no time to waste, ask me why i'll run away with you by my side, i'll run away with you by my side..(my new favorite song ( Read more... )

so i'm happy with my buffy because he makes me so freakin happy..i dont know why people dont want me to be happy...it's like i try so hard to make other people happy but i guess it doesnt matter..because i give up...and i hate it when people call me a slut and then people just laugh about it and play along with them...well it really hurts my ( Read more... )

someone will love me..but not today..i guess that's why i have to live for tomorrow ( Read more... )

wow...i'm really bored...i just realized today how much of a nice person i am to people i really care about that dont give a damn about me...i mean anyone else would have been like fuck you..but me i mean i gotta be nice..so 3rd period drew went to sleep because i guess some shit was bothering him and i could tell he didnt have a good day..and we ( Read more... )

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )

drew wont talk to me..he couldn't bother to say a word to me today. i feel like my insides are dying and my heart is breaking slowly. i wrote him a letter about how he broke my heart..god i feel so pathetic..my mom is mad at me b/c i'm failing algebra 2. oh well it's not like i care, i'm so intent on giving up. we are moving in 4 days. sometimes i ( Read more... )

is the big day...this day could change the rest of my life..and i dont know what i want to happen..i just wanna be happy again and i know i'm being selfish right now..but i cant help it..it's my life too that will be changed

well i got dumped again..and a lot of shit is going down here..it really sucks..im moving on march 20th to alpharetta. so maybe i can leave a lotta shit behind..Do you ever feel like you would do anything to get someone back? Well i hope my magical plan works tomorrow because i have to have him..i cant be without him anymore..it hurts so bad...and ( Read more... )

i've been such a bum the past few days. i really miss elyse already and i miss brandon too..i wanna be with him...i saw him the friday before i left..the concert on sat was awesome! i loved it..there was soo much traffic though going into it..i really hate traffic..i miss my car sooo much..i had a weird dream that i lost my car somewhere and when ( Read more... )