Oh, Becky. I tried to call you back after the ohone died last night, but I guess you had already left to see Allie. I had my phone ring a 4:50 so that I could catch you on your way to crew, but it didnt wake me up. I decided I don't want to be compared to Nullet. I don't want people to think I'm doing that to you. So I don't know what we should do when I come, but I definitely want to be there.
who would compare you to him? i've only told allie the details, and i'm still trying to figure everything out. i know this is stupid, but i wonder if maybe we shouldn't do anything becaus i don't want it to slowly taper, i want the shock of it to hit you like it hit me. maybe then only a little time will pass before you change your mind. i know that's manipulative, though, and i don't want it to not work and regret not seeing you again and being able to hug you and for it to be all right that i'm in love with you. and why does it say you sent that message at 11:51 am? call me tonight, please?
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and why does it say you sent that message at 11:51 am?
call me tonight, please?
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